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The Storyteller |
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By
Daniel Indalecio Guzman |
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(originally
published in Rosebud) |
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He walks slowly through our town. Do you not see him there? He has a face that is a menagerie of
violence. His eye is swollen shut. Perhaps this is from a fight. Perhaps this is from a woman. I am not certain
which of these possibilities is keeper of the truth. |
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He is always wearing the same filthy
suit, even in this most terrible of weather that we frequently
experience. His feet slip over the
cobblestone, and his odor is much like in the manner of drunkards (or perhaps
in the manner of one that has forgotten to stay buried, yes?). |
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He enters the town plaza, followed
immediately by his pack of dogs.
Always with the dogs! I will
now beg your forgiveness for their smell, which I am sure is offensive to
you. These creatures are like the
rats. They come from nowhere. They rise from the dust and the shadows to
follow him, that old fool. |
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It is hard to imagine this man as having
once been young. He has been old for
such a very long time. He is the old
idiot with his old idiot dogs. It has
always been like this, every morning for years and years. Always before I can enjoy my first cup of
coffee. I wake up and open all the
windows and doors and I sweep the entrance and I see him walking to the
center of town. To the statue. Do you see it there? That is the statue of our founder. What do you think? We are a very old town. Much older than any other place you have
encountered, I am confident in that certainty. |
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Oh, look at the idiot now. He is climbing the face of the statue. What a fool. No, he doesn’t have a name. Not a real name like yours or mine. He is known only as the Storyteller. This is a joke, you see. His name.
I am making a joke when I call him the Storyteller. This is because he never talks. He has never spoken, not in all my days in
this town. It is we, the people, who
speak. We have spoken of him and his
dogs since when I was little more than a girl on my mama’s lap. It is we who tell the stories, not
him. This is like a joke, yes? |
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I don’t know if
he was born in this town or not. No
one is alive to tell us. We have many
people like him in our town. This is a
most unfortunate matter of discussion.
Over the years, I have watched many of these variety of people walking
about, sleeping, eating, pissing, always moving, always walking, until one
day they walk out of our memories and disappear. The town has forgotten about them. I, however, have not. I always observe them from here, from my
little window. I sit here and watch. It is good to sit here. |
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Look now, I
think the idiot wants to speak. I have
never seen that before. You have come
on a very special morning. You are
witnessing the greatest of wonders ever to happen in our town. There will be a new story to speak of after
today. And look at that woman over
there. I recognize her from the
marketplace. She is a vendor
there. I think she is listening to
him. And look at that man beside
her. He is a good man. I know him from my church. He is stopping, too. |
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I
have never seen anything quite like this.
This is the most amazing of things, yes? The Storyteller is telling his first story. Look at that young lady. She too has stopped to listen. I took care of her once, several years ago
when I was much healthier and could tolerate the abnormal minds of
children. I remember that she was a
very sad girl. A congregation of
doctors of every variety always engaged her house. I quit my post with her family two weeks
after because of my fears concerning what diseases might have lurked in every
blanket I turned over, or every bowl of soup I prepared. And look there, that businessman, I know
him, too. He is always in a hurry,
always going from place to place. He
owns a store full of antiques. We
don’t speak much, although I’ve known him since we were little
schoolchildren, since the time he tried to reveal the interior landscape of
my dress for his own wicked fascination.
But, now, he is too busy to even say so much as a “hello” to me. I thought for certain that
he of all people would keep walking, but those words must have struck him
with a great complication, yes? |
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And
look there, look at that police officer.
His is a perversion of a quality more severe than that of my dearest
old schoolmate. Look at him on his
knees and crying. Look at his
face. I can hear his moaning all the
way from here. He weeps like the
others, but in truth, he is even less than the dogs, nothing more than a
pig. He and his kind are as the nature
of animals to the people in this town.
Where were the tears when they shot our so-called “radicals”? Where were the moans when our sons and
daughters were buried one on top of the other? Who was listening when my
husband was taken away, bound and blindfolded? |
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I
am sorry for my exclamations. I beg
for your forgiveness. This is all too
ridiculous for me to understand completely.
Ridiculous, yes? That is the
proper word? I apologize for this
occurring while you are enjoying your breakfast. Please forgive my fellow townsfolk. This is all like a joke. Nothing of this abnormal nature has ever
occurred before. Why, look at how
large the crowd is getting! Maybe I
will get closer. Truly, this is
becoming something worth remembering.
I will hear the words, but I will not cry like the others. I will not. |
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Just look at him. Filthy.
That suit. Those scars. And that face of his. Disgusting.
And those dogs! |
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Ah, look there. I knew that not everyone would be listening
to the old idiot. Look over at that
group of young men. Do you see them? They are laughing at the Storyteller. They think it is all like a joke. I can tell by their faces. I’ve seen them before. They are the children of bastards. Pardon the perverted use of your language,
but they are truly of that orientation.
It is obvious from their behavior.
They are always causing trouble whenever I pass by. Always calling me names, as if it is I who
should be ashamed of walking the streets to go about my business as I
please. As if
it was I, and not they, who should be apologizing for making myself visible
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Yes, I have a
story about them, too. I know everyone
in this town. No, I have not
considered writing any of these stories down.
I am always quite busy here with my work. Writing requires concentration, and a quiet
room. Yes, I have plenty of rooms
here. But those are reserved only for
guests such as yourself. There is a
difference existing between the nature of the first topic and the nature of
the second. I
am certain that you understand with great satisfaction my belief in this
matter of discussion. |
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Oh, this weather is truly becoming quite
unbearable. The sun is rising out from
behind the clouds, and the heat from the cobblestone is burning my skin in a
most unpleasant way. The air all
around is becoming very much visible to my eyes. It is curious how the heat is making the
people over there appear somewhat like the steam from a boiling pot, don’t you agree? |
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That is strange. I don’t understand what is happening. Look at the woman and the man that I have
told you of. Look at the light that is
visible on their faces. I don’t
understand what is happening. Look at
the businessman. Look at his clothes. And look at the girl. Why, look at her smiling. I have never seen that. Look at all the people over there. I can hardly see
any of them now because of the sun within my eyes. |
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They are all so radiant, like something
made completely of jewels. And the
Storyteller. I don’t think I have ever
seen anything like it. I don’t think
I’ve ever seen such a face. He is very
beautiful. Has this always been like
this? No, don’t look at him. I don’t want to look. My god, it is like he is becoming the
light. Something is happening to the
bodies of the people. Like gold. Yes that is what they look like. Like their bodies were made of gold. |
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I don’t think I
have ever witnessed anything that was both equally wonderful and equally
terrible in my whole life. Have they
always looked like this? Did I just
notice these things for the first time?
Tell me, what do you see? This
is all too brilliant now for my perception.
Oh, this light is far too overwhelming. It is a most serious complication. What a most abnormal of mornings this is
becoming, yes? |
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It is so quiet, much so that I am becoming concerned as to what has occurred to the
people. Wait, I believe that I am
beginning to hear something now. I am
hearing something that is of the faintest quality. Is it a voice? Yes, it is a voice. I can hear it closer now. It is The Storyteller. It is the voice of the old man. He is talking. Do you not hear him? His voice is so clear. He is telling me his story. I can hear it now. He is speaking to me. |
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Oh, I never
knew. I never
knew. |
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© 2009 daniel indalecio guzman, all rights
reserved. |